Most of the Things We Desire Leave Us Empty When They Become Ours S03 | E15

In her journey with cancer, Katie Hubbard learned a thing or two about what truly satisfies. To God, she wrote, “You are the one thing that I crave and desire that FULFILLS. Everything else leaves me feeling empty.”

“Cherishing The Beauty of Your Own Backyard” S03 | E14

Cherishing the beauty of your own backyard. Asking God for the things you want. Trusting him for the things that lie ahead. That’s what you’ll hear from Katie Hubbard in her journal entries from mid-August 2013. And you get classic commentary like this: “You just keep providing, and I keep being stingy and amazed.”

“Cowardly Joyless Souls” S03 | E13

Katie Hubbard tried to find her footing in “the land of the living” after weeks of chemotherapy had kept her sidelined. Resuming something like normal life meant confronting the anxiety of normal life. She wrote down a quote from a friend about Satan’s goal to turn us into “cowardly joyless souls” by filling us with… Continue reading “Cowardly Joyless Souls” S03 | E13

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“The Garden Is Always Changing” S03 | E12

Katie Hubbard had lived under the shadow of cancer and cancer treatment so long, it was hard to look ahead with hope. Even so, that’s what her God and her garden asked her to do. Sitting under her new pergola (of course), she meditated on the way that spring flowers gave way to mid-summer blooms.… Continue reading “The Garden Is Always Changing” S03 | E12

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Everyone Needs a Pergola S03 | E11

Katie Hubbard must have spent every morning in June of 2013 under her new pergola thinking about the troubles in her world and the beauty of her God. I don’t know that you need a pergola to do so, but if you do, find a friend to build you one. For Katie, it proved to… Continue reading Everyone Needs a Pergola S03 | E11

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The Practice of Disciplined Thankfulness S03 | E10

Katie Hubbard was capable of tutoring an entire generation on thanksgiving in the face of suffering. Many of us know what it’s like to write a half-hearted thank-you note or “give thanks” over a meal. It’s an honest effort to do what’s right, and we ought to keep trying honestly. However, Katie disciplined herself to… Continue reading The Practice of Disciplined Thankfulness S03 | E10

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“How To Trust You?” S03 | E09

In her journal entries for late May 2013, Katie wonders how to trust God for the healing that others need. She was not only walking through her own cancer journey but also praying for friends whose cancers had recurred. Her true struggle was not with medication and side effects at this point. It was an… Continue reading “How To Trust You?” S03 | E09

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“How much larger your life would be if you were smaller in it” S03 | E08

As Katie wrestled with her own sickness and fear, she knew how tempting it was to turn her eyes only on herself. The Scriptures were calling her to focus on God’s holiness with humility. GK Chesterton’s quote captures Katie’s reflections masterfully: “How much larger your life would be if you were smaller in it.”

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